I need to take this time to thank you Lord. I dont understand how I can be feeling the way I am now after an awful yesterday. But maybe that is ok, maybe i don't need to understand, or maybe it is simply because I can't understand. I read somewhere that we don't see miracles because most of the time we don't need them, usually putting our hope in something else. When we're sick we go to the doctor, when we're hungry we take a ride to the nearest grocer or better yet take a couple steps to the frig. It seems that you do wonders when I take a step back from myself, this world and rely on you.
Now I can't say my mind set was in the best place yesterday, I wouldn't presume i was handling it in the best way but this isn't first time you have shown me grace. I am not very sure what is going to happen with my work situation and I am definitely feeling my leg more then I wish to be. My spirit is high though and I know it is all from you (gracefully sovereign..i dont get it).
Just so I dont forget I want to write about this thing I keep thinking about: "Simply Profound." I have tried using those two words to describe anything but you and I can't. Everything profound seems to involve complexity, superiority or mystery. Maybe I'll just keep thinking about it and elaborate another night when it's not 1 am. Thank you that I can wonder like it was the first time.

Everytime I try to put God in a box, I remember He's the one who made it.